Life! -24C feels like - 37C

I'm probably ten years with my homepage-and internet-mail provider,
but today everything
is shut down, even their homepage, my domain,
mail-server, homepage, blog, the works.
But just now I checked: everything is working OK.
Thanks!

Also, today,
my other internet provider is down,
because of the 95 year hotel burning down last night,
so their recording said...



Yesterday I got more bird food;
today I have well over a hundred sparrows
in the garden;

but it's sunny,
the birds move between feeding on the ground
and back to resting in the trees.

One deer was here,
but left again when I went outside:
humanity already trained them
to be afraid, very afraid
of humanity...


Human Language IS
the mother of all violence,

so kindness remains speechless,
rarely practiced,
yet accused of
a sort of queer poetry in motion,
especially in these parts

believe

in ideology, and act upon its illusions,
will always have to meet reality within patient time

reality always over-rules ideology after some time

'family' is such a beauty of a construct
created by fictions of law that play with history's time
that 'family ideology' itself will be neutralized
by a stronger reality even within the short-term

every legislator will meet his fiction's adversary in reality
it takes a certain time

too much reality seduces legislators
into ever more forcefull ideologists
at their own peril they open an abyss
that confronts realities in due time


study the ruins of history, those ruins,
markers of strong willed schemes,
of failed ideologists

and those who were bitten by nature
and forced to their knees by reality
that's much stronger than their dream
of forced fictions of evermore laws

if language counts as 'strategy'

then only because it 'makes subjects'
only to clobber them subsequently to death
with contrary words (under cover of some 'reaction')

thus language always plays games
strategies are always situational,
a narrative that always implies an over-flow of words
as if behind them the 'strategist' disappears

an ephemeral strategy
when strategists actually 'evaporate'

a forever unaccountable 'subjectivity'
eviscerates any 'grand' strategy

language an invention

that makes history by adding up words,
all without consequence

imagination captures words for fresh wars;
that's the genre

each generation itself is thus inconsequential
for the purpose of history:
each generation talks of propaganda choice
but is always already captured
within ideological language itself

language is a nation removal tool,
never a nation renewal tool

each generation occupies jobs, coerces itself from within
extracted and enforced behaviours remain the same

words become fewer and fewer, circular fanstastic narrations
history embellishes, yet a generation disappears within itself

theological politics wants to control languagewise
kin then inventions of family, an endlessly enforced repetition
that exhausts language itself within generational time

forced enforcers that live by slogans like winds, remain

false problems created

turned productive
by some legislators

who are fleeing
from themselves

by passionately passing laws
as if in an especially convoluted way

to be applied anyway
never against themselves

road towards realism, not the literary kind

"to be a member of anything,
to join any official organization,
any association or small club...
is to lose one's honour, to debase oneself,
since everything is so low "

-- Gustave Flaubert, December 12, 1821 – May 8, 1880

many are separated

from themselves, from their very own experiences in life itself
they represent themselves as socially constructed,
socially approved automata, as mass-cultured rhetorical un- clowns

they deny what they actually do,
by painting socially approved 'pictures' of themselves
'false life' narrative pictures, really

nothing but affirmations of a being separated from reality
and deeply approving of socially approved fantasies

totally immersed in some symbolic order
they are always in need of a stage, a platform, a microphone
for nothing but their rhetorical acts, plays, shows

too numerous to give examples here
but wherever there's an office,
a gatherering of an audience
beginning with a socially approved gendered wife,
rhetoric trumps personal life realities

they always only can 'represent' a fiction
never themselves from within their ever 'false life'

in reality all their symbolic living is opposed to all realism

another easy essay

separation between church
and a declining state planning its disappearance
to re-appear as something other;

and finance the 'spiritual' opposition
and hurries while minds shift into the doldrums

en todo, this can easily repeat European history
and put a bonus on predicting the past,

a break with a future
that no longer can 'destroy' the past

a truly narrative situation
outsmarting the present,
its logic of separation

an easy essay

For the first sentence that comes to mind to establish itself
as the best sentence for the purpose of an essay:

introduce a barrier: that's very religious;
remove a barrier: that's secular and very liberal

Either way, the essay
is thus grounded in the symbolic world of the religious
and returned to some modicum of de-centered reality

or grounded in some always-already de-centered reality
and forced into something otherwordly, the symbolic.

Use a polititician, a leader or high-powered personage,
all try to please both realms or more realms and confusion a plenty,
because the categories of this world and the other world/worlds
get confused and reason gets punished with wishes, prayers and hopes:
language games a plenty

a thought from Johnson

"Almost all absurdity of conduct arises
from the imitation of those whom we cannot resemble."
---Samuel Johnson (1709 - 1784)